Depression and life

[Michelle Prothero]

What do you do when you feel like you have nothing. You lose your mom at 16, every relationship you have they blame you and say you are the issue, your family abandoned you and you fell you are worthless....

I never thought I had depression until lately. I haven't had my mom for 6 and a half years, my dad decided that i am not worth him of day, and now the man i thought i was going to spend the rest of my life with told me i was a psycho. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like my life is at a breaking point and I have nothing else. I feel like no one cares and that all i have is myself. All I want is for someone to love me and support me. Tell me I am amazing and beautiful and mean it. Not want to be with me and use me. I feel so alone in a huge world. I have no one and I have nothing. I only have me... and me isn't strong enough any more to deal with all of this. I feel lost and alone and used and abused...

What do I do to see the brighter side of life... how do I tell myself things will be ok when nothing seems like it ever will...

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Post by Michelle Prothero
What do you do when you feel like you have nothing. You lose your mom at 16, every relationship you have they blame you and say you are the issue, your family abandoned you and you fell you are worthless....
I never thought I had depression until lately. I haven't had my mom for 6 and a half years, my dad decided that i am not worth him of day, and now the man i thought i was going to spend the rest of my life with told me i was a psycho. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like my life is at a breaking point and I have nothing else. I feel like no one cares and that all i have is myself. All I want is for someone to love me and support me. Tell me I am amazing and beautiful and mean it. Not want to be with me and use me. I feel so alone in a huge world. I have no one and I have nothing. I only have me... and me isn't strong enough any more to deal with all of this. I feel lost and alone and used and abused...
What do I do to see the brighter side of life... how do I tell myself things will be ok when nothing seems like it ever will...

Michelle how this seems to me, i just lost the love of my life believe me or not her name was Michelle too. I lost her because i was selfish and i didnt get help for my own problems. Now im the one alone and she is happy with another man. you are not worthless you are you.Nobody is strong enough alone thats why were here to seek out help and support.Just take the time to see and think before you do anything. i cant sleep, eat, i dont want to be in this world any more, but i hold in there. Because i love her with all my heart and soul and yet time and time again i get angry with her force her away, and i dont know why i do these things but im seeking help now. You are worth every breath just take it one step at a time no matter how small and day by day things will look better hang in there your gona be ok ((( hugs))))